November 20, 2008

I think I will just go lie down and die, now.....

Gah, where to begin?

Much drama has ensued since posting was suspended due to lack of funds. Brief rundown- still poor. Ex still jackass. Still crazy about very cute boy. New job I love, mostly writing, work from home. Different home. Rental. small and crummy. Protective Order- (2yrs!! hurray!). Eviction at hands of jackass ex the  week before school started. Still no arrest in his case (can you effing believe THAT?!) although I am still cooperating with the boys in blue to accomplish same. 

Good:

well. life calming down somewhat. gained some weight back. love feeling useful. love getting paid to write. kids healthy. 

Bad:

poverty. jackass not paying. house on GBR in foreclosure. not sure how to pay rent, much less Christmas. no time with v. cute boy. loneliness. low self esteem. lost all social standing, many "friends"